I’m tired

I’m tired of feeling second rate. When. When do I find my happy. Sure this is an absolute word vomit post…but the reality is, this is life. It’s never perfect, and god damn if yours is…how? How did you find it? I want to find my person. I want to find that person who I can trust, feel safe with, share a life with, but is also willing and able to give me the space I need. Or maybe alternatively; I haven’t found the person yet that I don’t need space from. I guess, as the saying goes, only time will tell.